it´s not easy~

Not everyone can get what they desire
since we were kids, we fought for the toy we wants
we cried if we couldn't get it
we just do not share things with others
so far as i remember, i rarely shared my toy with others
maybe it's because i do not have much toys
or i just feel reluctant to share

however lately i learn how to share
i realize that i don't always get what i want
and i will feel moody when that happens
but i ask myself
Am i not blessed enough?
i don't think so

i don't always get what i want
yet, i feel blessed
some may not see the world
but i do
some may not have the full sets of organs
but i do
some may not have laptop
but i do
some may not be able to study
but i do
some may not have a house to live in
but i do
...................................

for that i learn how blessed i am
i wish i could be more generous
i wish i could share what i have
i wish everyone else could have feel blessed too when i share
but sometimes i could not share
after that sometimes i hate myself a lot
and i am learning how to share
it's not easy
but i think i could do it