Wednesday, June 3, 2009

包容

人人都懂要包容
试问又有多少个人能过完全做到呢
要包容人家的确定不是想象中的容易
但是人是多么希望他人能包容自己的缺点
他人何尝不会感到困难呢
当他人伤害了我们后
我们会设下了心防
保护自己不受伤害
开始对伤害自己的人改观
开始逃避,远离又或者脱离他的圈子
但是在自己面对难题的时候
有多么希望他人能守在身边帮助自己
就算那个你已经改观的人不再伤害你
守在你的身边
他的一举一动都会让你有厌恶的感觉
你会时时提醒自己
他一定会再伤害你的
对他处处提防
其实就是这种的想法让人的距离越来越远
一群曾经很要好的兄弟姐妹
因为一些冲突
从此答应自己不再与其他的兄弟或姐妹联络
一日又一日的过去
渐渐的这种想法在自己的头脑中深深扎根
从此
一个曾经彼此快乐相处过的
一个曾经令你哈哈大笑的
一个曾经在你最需要肩膀的时候守在你身边的
亲人,好友,知己
就从生活中离去
多可惜啊!
所以我常常告诉自己
无论他人有很大的缺点
或者他人曾经伤害过自己
我都要去包容他
原谅他
所有事尽可能
大事化小,小事化无
明天会更好
从新过快乐的日子

我不能说我做得到
但是我愿意尝试去做
我愿意去包容人家的缺点
怎么讲
多一个朋友好过多一个敌人
人生很短
要珍惜身边的每一个人
好好的享受生活才是最重要


希望你们也能够包容我的缺点
因为
我的缺点
还不少
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

Saturday, May 2, 2009

恒恒回家咯!!

好不容易地一个学期又完了
千辛万苦挨过了一张有一张的考卷
头痛万分地努力收拾行李
虽然东西不是很多
但是不知为什么
就是不能就他们放在最小的空间里
好啦
收拾完了又要烦东西在假期的时候放哪里
到底要带多少东西回去
结果就收了大概有六大包的东西
一个人就将他们从五楼搬下底层
叫了一辆学生汽车
送到了学长的公寓楼下
又要一个人搬上公寓的八楼
当然是有电梯的啦
到开学的时候
又要一个人抱回去学校宿舍
巴士是今晚十时
说真的我还真的不舍的槟城
但是又超想回家见我想见的人
吃我想吃的食物
玩我喜欢玩的游戏
还挺矛盾的
不过在关丹的日子
又只有区区的一个月
我真的好想珍惜这段日子
希望今晚搬行李的时候
手不回脱臼吧
前几天搬了一箱书进宿舍的储藏室
那箱书真的真的很重
办完后我的手臂都有淤青
希望明天早上不会有有这种事情发生
先别想这么多吧
我现在应该烦烦要如何到巴士站
比较实际
哎哎哎哎哎
问题一箩箩啊。。。
还是安心回家吧

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

恒恒的长高理论

人在小时候都会有一些怪怪的想法
我所谓的怪怪
就是一些超现实的想法

我小时会想很多
为什么有男有女
为什么人会长高,人如何长高呢
为什么婆婆在骂人,但依然很慈祥
为什么我看见美女会心跳跳呢
为什么人会累
为什么我们不能出龟波气功
为什么我不是孙悟空的儿子
为什么樱木花道可以进步酱快,而我不能
为什么蒙娜丽莎这一幅烂画有这么多人欣赏,而我的画无人问津
为什么电视里的男主角能够和女生接吻,我就没有人要理我呢
。。。。。。。。(很多很多的疑问)

就来分享一个我想时候的想法吧
小时候不晓得人是如何长高的
妈妈只是告诉我要多吃一点食物

我那时就想为什么要多吃食物呢
终于就想到了一个完美的诠释

人之所以要吃多一点食物
就是因为人体里面什么多没有
就是空的
食物吃进肚子里
就会填满身体里的空间
我还以为自己很了不起
从脚到头
一层一层塞满
那时候都以为吃了鸡腿
整只鸡腿就会以原本的模样
完完全全的跌入我的身体里
食物已经塞满了整身
食物就会不见
然后人就会长高了

我想到这个‘事实’后
我每天都不停不停的吃
的确我长高了许多
但身体也往外扩越吃越肥

那时还想到自己很聪明
哈哈。。我懂了一件人家不懂的事情
怎么还没有人来问我呢
我就是不要告诉大家

大了才发现
其实不是每一件事情都是很如意的
自己觉得对的东西
但事实上他未必是对的
但如果永远以第三者的身份
来看待每一件事情
我相信
我就不会常出糗了

Saturday, January 17, 2009

自私的我

很多人都会很奇怪为什么我没去
我答也答了很多次
有人赞成我的选择是对的
有的人去反对我的抉择
有的人表面赞同 但是暗地里反对
有的人觉得可惜 但是觉得我的选择是勇敢的

我也不晓得为什么我没去
我也问了自己很多遍
一部分的我还蛮享受辩论的乐趣
一部分觉得自己应该突破自己
一部分觉得好累好累 但是尝试 仍在考虑范围内
一部分对于未来的合作感到无奈
一部分觉得自己去了 不会快乐

常会问自己为什么要选择这样的路
快乐的大学生涯徘徊在我的脑海里
一方面我很享受压力下的快乐
一方面却讨厌过度压力的痛楚
一方面喜欢无法预知的刺激
一方面对于背后的流言蜚语感到无奈
一方面认为自己的忍耐空间很大
现实 但是却比想象的还要小得多

我问自己为什么自己可以这么自私
但我可以告诉大家
我需要那么一点点的个人空间
我要自己比之前快乐多一点点
我希望在没有压力下 学得多一点点
我可以让自己的时间多一点点的规划性
我奢望可以得到大家那么一点点的谅解
至少我会很好过一点点

Monday, December 22, 2008

心情复杂

反复无常的心情

伤心在于
不见了我很珍惜的手链
无法预测女朋友的健康
考试成绩史无前例的底
辩论上的瓶颈以及挫折

不安在于
看不见未来
没有了方向
不了解自己
不所控制的健康
心中空虚的感觉

失望在于
流言蜚语的伤害其实可以很大
真实的背后可能是另一个谎言
所谓的朋友在背后也未必友善

开心在于
我已经放开过去的成见 不再为之而困恼
找到一个我可以依靠 我关心 我担心 我想念 我挂念的女朋友
拥有一个可以谈心事 分享快乐的知己

感动在于
一个让我随时都保持冷静的环境
关心我 支持我 陪伴我的女朋友
一个逗我开心的好朋友
还有一大班朋友

谢谢你们!

言毕。

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Finally i've decided!

Currently i'm studying in USM for the geophysics,today is the 2nd day since the university open again yesterday.

Now i'm in the computer room of the library. Just woke up from a small nap 10 minutes ago. Been checking my facebook, friendster and hotmail account for any updates. Now i have nothing to do but facing the computer and i'm feeling to write a short post here.

here the post starts,

I've decided what i want to do and who i want to be inside the university after many things happened. And i've make an very suffering decision about 1 event. My choice is to let the thing goes in its own way and i would have never stepped a foot in it. I warned and let her chooses on her own. And i will not give a FUCK!

Now i've find my goal and i want to work for it. And i want to be as humble (di diao) as i can. For all, i just want to do i want withouth crossing anybody's line. And i don't want to join anyone whose princicples that i can't even accept. Just be meself, be true to meself, be fair to meself, be happy for meself. And make each day count!!

That's what i thought.

- LIPPY -

Saturday, June 14, 2008

News You Wish would Never Happen!

This happened on Tuesday morning.

On Tuesday midnight, i was smsing with someone. That night, there was a football match between Holland and Italy. Feeling sleepy, i felt asleep around 12pm. That was a happy night because i had a good conversation with the one i smsed with.

I was asleep with the light on...

When i woke up, it was just 5 am. Maybe i can't sleep well with the light on. Feeling bored, i got to me computer and checked the news for UEFA Euro 2008 of that night online. I was shocked with the defeat of Italy with a 0 -3! What the fuck is wrong with them?! They were the fucking World Cup Champion!

Suddenly, someone nudged me in MSN. It was Kevin Young. What the hell are you people? Don't you ever need to sleep? i planned to ignore him. But his message caught me.

"Hey. u know the news d?"
and i answered,
"what news? Is it Holland 3-0 Italy?"


the next response of his was a link.
http://www.chinapress.com.my/content_new.asp?dt=2008-06-10&sec=malaysia&art=0610mb30.txt

i opened it. You got to be fucking kidding me!!! It was a news about 9 secondary school students turned the Pahang state legislative assembly hall into their playground. (a place where all the ministers or mayors of the state having meeting in, they discuss the regulations of the state in it)

i checked those pictures. There was me in some of these pictures!!

HOLY SHIIIITTT !!! I'm so fucking dead!

"Their act in the hall was snapped and the photographs, with comical conversation blurbs, were circulated on the Internet recently.

An investigation conducted by the daily showed that the group were Form Six students of a prominent school in Kuantan.

The students – playing the roles of the judge, witnesses, prosecutor, accused and others – were making fun while enacting a court case.

When the court “case” reached an impasse, the accused suggested to the judge to chase assemblymen out of the hall. " (extracted from another english newspaper, it reported this news of ours on the next day)

It scared the SHIT out of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, the fucking scariness enveloped me after our conversations. I was so fucking horrified! For fuck's sake, i've never felt so bad in me life! Whole me body was effortless. Me mind can't control me own body. i can't sleep for the rest of the night. i was scared of going to jail.(as you know, there are many faggots in the jail, who can't wait to crack your fucking ass wide...jeje...just kidding~~just simply worried of getting record and a ruined future )

Around 7am, i checked in TV. i watched the reported programme 《新闻报报看》 (for those who doesn't know about this programme, it's a programme reporting daily news in a relaxing way. it shows the covers of every chinese newspaper and has a little discussion on it)

FUCK!! i saw it! It was on night edition ChinaPress! All our pictures were splashed all over on the 1st page of that fucking newspaper! Fortunately, the hosts didn't have a discussion on it!!

This is the day-edition ChinaPress
(The pictures was smaller than those that are in night edition.)


Can you see it?! It's fucking huge!! And it makes the news becoming national issue!! Something like Osama news, like we are a big threat to the country! Beside our news is the report about the problems of the raising price of petrol(feeling a little proud meself to be able to have this report beside ours). FUCK ChinaPress!! don't you ever have some better things to write?

(A little side story,
the 1st time i saw this pictures was when we took it in the assembly hall.
The second time i saw it was on this FUCKING newspaper!! i have no ideas what the dialogue is talking about.
According to the report, it's about argument on the 5% goverment tax of KFC.
Christ, that was CREATIVE!! well done to who put this dialogue on! BRAVO!!)

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Here is the story of what happening that day,

i remember. In the June of last year (almost a year ago), there were students selected to participate in a trip to the state legislative assembly hall. i was selected by me teacher because i scored me General Knowlege (Pengajian Am) paper very well that month!

Of course there were students from other classes as well. In the morning of 27th June '07, we all left to our destination. The person from the the state legislative assembly hall had given a 2 hour talk about the the state legislative assembly hall itself. Around 11pm, we had our lunch in the other room. The meal was so fucking delicious!! and joking around with friends at the same time.

I was so having fun that moment! i even thought i've been getting luckier that time.

After the lunch. Some of the teachers were sitting there chatting. Some went back to the assembly hall itself chatting with some students. And the person incharge told us to take pictures as we like. He was also chatting with students in the assembly hall. OK, for sure we, a bunch of crazy under-pressure guys would grab this chance tightly!

We posed ourself and took nice pictures of it! We posed just like no other teenagers. Exaggerating poses with fucking ugly faces were uncontrolable. We were having so much laughters! And those made our day!!


After that, we had some group photo taking. Around 12.30pm, we went back to the school by bus again.
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See? it's pretty normal, right?! let's ask you guys a question.

If you are in the legislative assembly hall yourself together with a whole bunch of crazy close friends, would you do the same as we did? taking funny pictures. (please be reminded that it's not easy to go in there. It's the chance of the lifetime!!)

I bet many of you would have answered " YES!! why not??!! "

OK, to those who are worried, everything is okie now. The minister said that, they won't report this to the police(THANK GOD~!!). But they wanted an investigation running in the school among students and teachers. i think i'll receive the call from school in no time. But i've already get meself ready.

I've heard that all the Pengajian Am teachers were questioned by the Minister himself. (I' so so so so so sorry!!) Even the new Principal who just transferred in got questioned. (I'm sorry again) But my juniors said that my ex class teacher, Mr. Yong ( a super super funny teacher, one of my favourites) was giving a surprising response.

"My student ar.....HOW LIP HENG!!!...so creative!!!"........okie! thank you, teacher. though i just simply posed.

that's the news coming out the next day.

http://www.chinapress.com.my/content_new.asp?dt=2008-06-11&sec=mas&art=0611mc64.txt

Okie!!

I want to apologise to those teachers who were getting into trouble with this news by all means! I'm really so sorry and so guilty about what happened. I'm really sorry!!


Thanks me friends as well for their concerns! I'm alright now. Please, if you can, please stop asking me anything about this fucking thing! i've been answering the same questions for few days. i'm getting a little bit fed up. thank you for your coorperation.

and

FUCK those who is trying to make a bad joke of it!! you can't fucking take me down by that!

Finally,

I want to thank SOMEONE who really helps me get through everything of this. SOMEONE accompanies me and consoles me, tries everything to cheer me up! and SOMEONE did it! After all, i'm not so sad anymore. Thank you so so much!! Love you...

-Lippy-

P.S. thank god there weren't much friends of mine reading ChinaPress and The Star. Maybe they didn't read newspaper much
P.S. if the news was reported in SinChew or Nanyang, i bet we guys are already in trouble by now
P.S. One more question, am i famous now?!! XD

Friday, May 2, 2008

The sunlight of tomorrow


I always like to see the sunlight! once i see the sunlight, i feel kind of warm and relief that THE WORLD ARE NOT COMING TO THE END, at least for the new day! i am realy afraid that i won't be able to see the sunlight of tomorrow!

Ok, I think the world is going to be finished! In what kind of way?! I don't really know. May it be tsunami that change the world map, may it be huge flood that destroy part of the country, may it be some kind of drought that causes deaths in some countries, may it be the surfacing of some new unknown fatal diseases, may it be the extinction the animals are facing, may it be the end of the day for human because of the falling environment.......famine, wind storm, tsunami, hurricane, extrem temperature, earthquake, insect infectation, slides, volcanic eruption, wave/surge, wild fire.Every one of those can easily destroy human!


It's flooding and they can do nothing!

Will you really check the sunlight of tomorrow every morning? Do you think u have a chance to see it when a flood is coming and you are busy carrying stuffs? Do you really think you can see it when there is tsunami coming and the sky is mouldy?

These are some effects of the Katrina! what can you do if you are in the city?



There are so many natural disasters happening these days!! And it's getting more and more and more!! Do people really realise that these natural disasters are far more destructive than the what so ever economical depression blah blah blah?!

This is the trends of natural disasters

The problem the world is facing now is the issue of global warming! come on, people, it's GLOBAL WARMING!! GLOBAL WARMING!! OK, apparantly, there are people just didnt realise or they choose not to be getting realise this problem! Why?! FUCK them all!!

Can you use money to spell it off?

Especially those industry-based countries, like US, China. Basically it's every country!! I know the small developing countries and other countries are not in the top 10 list that are stating the 10 countries that produces the most harmful gases into the atmosphere. Come on, every country is producing CO2 into the air!! Don't just said that, "Oh, China and US are the cause of the global warming today! and not really us!" Fuck you, you motherfucker!

This is the screenshot of the movie "The Day After Tomorrow". The Hurricane is attacking LA! Do you think it's going to happen? Mayb it's not now, but i can guarantee it will in the future.

Yeah, US and China are the main cause of the global warming!! but others are also responsible for the problem! Thanks to some of the European countries that start to focusing on the control of the gases releasing from the factories. Come on, US! come on, China! Do you really want to wait till the moment of the natural disasters are destroying all the factories in your own country and really FREEZING your economy?

This is another screenshot of the movie "The Day After Tomorrow".
New ice age is striking US. Maybe US will only realise they are wrong right after the disasters, just like how it is in the movie. This movie is really trying to tell the world that the world is really facing trouble here!

Okie people, everyone should have really got the awareness that the world is dying, and we are dying too! So, we can maybe start doing some steps at our own home. Control the use of air-conditional, carpool, and so on! I don't really think US, China and some other countries would really care about the global warming! Including my country, Malaysia. I don't really see any actions taken my the goverment to solve the problem.


Never mind! If you still want to see sunlight of tomorrow, please think about the world~~ Whatever you do, please think about if it will be real damn good for the rest.

Guys, i still want to see the sunlight of tomorrow. Help me!

Monday, April 21, 2008

黄石的孩子

我今天早上看了一部电影,叫做‘黄石的孩子’。本人觉得这部电影真的很不错!电影到最后我的眼泪就不知不觉得从眼眶里流了出来,流了好久,心情一直不能平复下来!

故事是由真人真事而改编的。我始终还存有怀疑世界上是不是真的有这么伟大的人,结果我错了!

我为故事而感动,为伟人的年轻逝世而遗憾,为演员精湛的演技而赞赏,为日本人在南京大屠杀的冷血行为而感到愤怒,为华人在南京大屠杀的无助而难过,为乱世里还存有坚持和善良而感到温暖!

影片根据真人真事改编,讲述的是半个多世纪前,一名英国青年George A. Hogg乔治•何克在中国帮助一群孩子的故事。坦白说,这样一个故事乍听起来似乎并不是很吸引人,但如果当你了解到故事的背景与当年那惨绝人寰的南京大屠杀有关时,相信你多少会开始留意此片。

影片讲述上个世纪30年代末抗日战争时期的中国,来自英国的记者乔治·何克正值赶上日寇正在南京地区进行残忍的大屠杀,他为了告诉世界战争的真相,深入战 场进行报道。不幸被日军俘虏,后被新四军杰克·陈解救,在逃离治病之时,偶遇日寇屠杀过后幸存下来的60多名性格各异孤儿,语言不通的乔治肩负起关怀照顾 这些孩子的责任,战争更加逼近的时候,为了避免这些孩子再次受到残害,乔治和杰克等人义无反顾带领这60多名中国孤儿沿着中国的古丝绸之路跋涉千余公里, 历尽艰险,越过雪山来到沙漠的边缘逃避战火。

这部抗日题材的影片拍起来不同于一般的抗日题材的影片,而这部影片的英雄人物塑造也与一般的英雄人物不一样。

一般与战争有关的影片,枪林弹雨的战争场面一定是被重视,也是大家选择看的原因。在里头的英雄通常就是犹如我们的超人,犹如我们的Rambo。以关键性的抉择拯救了全部的人民,使国家不再面临灾害!但是这部电影给人确实另外一种感觉!

电影里的英雄不是我们所想象的那样,英勇无畏、热血沸腾、奋勇向前。。。他在南京亲眼目睹日本人残忍杀害无辜的中国百姓及焚尸的一幕的时候,他并不是勇敢坚强的,而是感到彷徨无助,震惊,恐惧与不知所措。过后他将被砍头的一幕,他更没有展示一个传统英雄的气概 - 视死如归。他也和我们一样,他也恐惧,他也怕死!他由不接受孩子们到接受他们,全心为他们,视他们为己出,到最后帮助孩子们脱离苦海。他逐渐明白什么是爱,也就是他慢慢地从一个年轻小子慢慢的变成一个可以背负重任的男人。这才是全片的最大看点!

何克教孩子们如何自力更生到千里迢迢的搬迁以躲避战火,这展现出他的人道主义和他怜悯的心!他的精神实质的我们去敬佩的!(别忘了,他是真实的故事!)影片的男主角 Jonathan Rhys Meyers长得非常俊俏,使到大家对George Hogg这位早逝英雄人物更加觉得另外惋惜!

最后最后最后,也是最最最最最最让人感动的是电影的尾端!也是最最最最最最最打动人心!大家会不会想要知道到底那时候经历了这种种的小孩们还活着吗?!

是的!!!!他们还活着!

(我看戏看到这里,我就更加感动了!眼泪好像水龙头松了般,完全无法阻止他们一颗一颗的从眼眶里掉出来!!实在太感动了!!试想想,如果当时没有George Hogg的帮助,那些小孩们可能在那时候已经是炮灰了!他们哪可能还存活到现在?如果没有Hogg的教导和关怀,他们已不可能自己自力更生地活到现在!!

他这种当自己是蜡烛,燃烧自己,照亮别人的德行是多么可敬!!!)

与片尾字幕同时出现的,是对片中几个孩子的原型的真实采访片段。白发苍苍的他们将前尘一一细数,共同追忆何克的生平。他们所说的故事更是能过让人热泪眼眶!!震撼人心!!

好的,以下是我上网找到的一页网站(是根据真实的采访!),非常值得一看:

http://entertainment.timesonline.co.uk/tol/arts_and_entertainment/books/book_extracts/article3510793.ece


****后记:是的,我个人非常之推荐这一套影片!!值得看了再看!!

The story is extracted from Ocean Devil The Life and Legend of George Hogg by James MacManus)

I want this book! Anyone wants to prepare me my next year birthday present?or the christmas present of this year? I really want this book so much!!!!!

Friday, March 28, 2008

我在巴塞罗那的第七天 (上)

好了,我摆脱了STPM,订了机票,飞了过去巴塞罗那,的确,我在那儿过的十分开心!也做了很多疯狂的事!我很开心我能在十八岁的时候就体验了很多其他一般人都不曾体验的生活。我为我的经历和体验而感到骄傲!正所谓“人不疯狂枉少年!”,我个人非常之赞同这么一句话!我认为年轻人就要为自己争取自己想要的东西。当然也要在各个方面及因数的许可之下才能争取。我就觉得很庆幸,因为我没有很多因数和问题的约束下,可以争取我所想要的东西,就如这个。

说回来,上次我提到我们正走向地铁站。好了,在地铁站,我们很大一群人在吵闹,等着我们要的地铁到来。过了不超过两分钟,它来了。我们一群人就塞进同一个包厢里头,很热闹。有的人就痴呆的坐着,有些人就大声的唱起西班牙语的歌(小弟不是听得很太明白,就不明白),也有人在聊天。我站都站不稳了,靠在旁边抓着旁边的铁柱。Carlos和Laura在谈天。我一个人就在那边尝试站稳我的脚步(我已经醉到不行了!)。和不经意的,有一个女生就跑过来和我谈天。我也忘了他叫什么名字。但是她长得还蛮不错的。她问了我很多关于中文的东西。语言啊,习俗啊!(当然用英语交谈,她的英语还不赖!)我们聊得很开心!不骗你,我们站得越来越靠近,越来越亲切!(可能我喝了点酒,谈起话来也特别放得开,不会因为不认识而不交谈。)在这同时,我忽然听到Carlos和Laura再跟我说话。我转过头来听清楚。他们异口同声地说“go,go flirt with her!keep flirting!she's hot!”我真的当场愣住,WHAT!!我也不知道那时候是怎样,我就走回过去他们那儿!(两步而已。)我就问他们为什么?!!Carlos就回答说:“she's hot!a perfect girl for one night stand!she's seducing you!go,go for her!dun worry about us!”Laura也说:“yayaya,you have to try it!you are 18,you can't be a virgin!” 我真的被扎到!!这是一群什么样的兄弟姐妹啊!!真是他妈的西北够力!我听了听,就表现出一副不是很有兴趣的样子。那个女生也应该听得明他们两个所说的,也看得出来我不太有兴趣,就默默地走回他朋友的身边和他们聊天,看来那个女生真的是要一夜情!(我妹妹告诉我的)。

Alexey一直都和我们在一块。我们在地铁的时候就不怎样理他。。。

到了我们要停的站,大家纷纷的出地铁。我哥哥就拉着我,他说我们不需要先下,因为我们可以在多几个站再下,下去刚刚麦加放车的地方。我本来要叫住Alexey,麦加讲不用,说要玩玩他。哈哈!结果他就跟着大伙儿下车了。当们正要关上的时候,他就才发现我们我们没有下地铁!门关上的时候,我就听见他骂了几句粗话!门关上了,就看见他的口一直不停的大声喊着!但是听不到声音,应该也是一连串的粗话,然后几锤几锤的打在门的玻璃上面,然后比了一个中指!地铁又开始开动了。。。结果他追上了几步。。好笨哦,还要追上来。。。

我们在过几站之后,就下去了。我们就往我们放车的地方走去。一路上都还是有说话的。走着走着,迎面而来走来了另一个很帅的男生。这个男生是属于文静气质派的帅。为什么我要将他解释的那么清楚呢?并不是我开始喜欢男生了,我绝对对我的性向非常有自信。我不否认我还蛮喜欢看唱得好看的男生(女生会看美女,所以我不觉得看俊男就代表你是同性恋)。我也不否认我有时候我会和男生们玩一些有的没的的游戏,而行这些游戏都在同性恋的边缘,看了我们玩这一种游戏的人都可能认为我们是同性恋。但是我很坦白地说,我们因好玩而玩的,我个人绝对是‘直’的!讲回这个男生,他迎面走来,出乎我意料之外的是,他和麦加抱了起来!(通常在西班牙,男生与男生的打招呼方式是握个手)然后他们互相亲脸颊,是亲到靠近嘴巴的那一种,太离谱了!(通常在西班牙,女生与女生的打招呼方式,还有男生和女生打招呼的方式 都是亲脸颊,但是都是轻轻的那一种)更夸张的来了,他们很亲密的嘴对嘴的热吻了一番!!(我不懂是不是法式那一种啦,看不太清楚。在街上,有点暗,况且我也不好意思一直盯着他们看啊!)Carlos,Laura和我都很自动的站在一边然后自个儿围起来聊天。他们也看得出来我的疑惑。哈哈,原来那个很帅的男生叫做Miquel(米克),是麦加的‘亲密好友’(因为不懂要放男朋友还是女朋友)。我们谈了很久,当中我会不由自主的向他们两个的方向望一望。他们亲的好豪放哦!!我知道我这样子看是有点不礼貌,但是我控制不到自己!这是我人生第一次看两个男生这么近的在我面前亲起来,狂野的那一种!普通的男生亲亲我有看过(我也有试过,没什么大不了),但是亲的这样激烈的,通常只有在以同性恋为主体的电影或是连续剧里才看得到,比如说,Brokeback Mountain 或 Queer As Folk。请大家原谅我!好了,我们过后就坐上麦加的车去我们的下一站。