生日

我很讨厌过生日

生日根本就是全世界最奇怪的日子

年长一岁有什么还庆祝的

而且努力辛苦生产的是妈妈不是我们自己

为什么是为自己庆祝呢

再来

最讨厌的东西就是

当别人为我唱生日歌的时候

尴尬到极点

生日应该是唯一一天

我全身都非常不自在！！

50 and fit

I was taking the course Offshore Survival Training last week

In the class, there is a 50yo Australian man who is working in BHP.

well, he is fifty and he has a fit body with 6packs.

.............................

I am 23 yet with a big tummy.

his body looks way younger than mine.

..............................

No more excuses

Right after CNY

GYM will be my second home.

Eagle and Prey

We can always agree to disagree.

After so many years of being friends,

you act the same.

On some arguments,

you agree

and you say something to show that

you being sacrificed, aggrieved, offended, injured.

Maybe I did offend you, but the rest did the same to you too.

They didn't get this from you, why me?

I don't understand.

This is just not the friendship I am looking for.

For you making me being an eagle and you being a prey,

FUCK YOU!

五个星期

要改变自己其实不难

只是看你能不能够下定决心

五个星期

说长不长，说短不短

要改变

只要狠下心头

还是来得及的！！

#虽然我已经浪费了一个星期

Bachelorhood

I enjoy my bachelorhood
With its freedom
I can travel to anywhere I want
I can sleep as late as possible
I can fuck around without any constraints
I can use all my time on meself
I can enjoy my quiet nights with vodka, whisky, good books and great indie musics

My friends questioned me all the time
Where is your love?
Don't you need to find love?

I already have the loves of my life
The photography
The books
The movies
My friends
and
MY FAMILY

and

I am happy

自我要求不高

三个月前

为自己定下一个目标

减15公斤

给了自己延迟的借口

两个月前

体重反而飚了5公斤

为自己定下一个目标

消肚腩

再给自己借口

一个月前

体重没往上加了

肚腩的肉更松了

为自己定下一个目标

不要太难看就好

比较好了

但是赘肉还是很多

体重还是维持着

现在只剩下一个星期了

能怎么办

解决方法：收肚子！！

Forgetable

一个在别人眼中
forgetable的人
ignorable的人

只能告诉自己
没关系
习惯了

因为总会有一个什么事都会想起你的朋友

Life is for Living

For a friend I haven't met for almost a year.

I wish you all the best in heaven. 

For the rest, please remember, Life is for Living. - Coldplay

Now I never meant,

To do you wrong,

That's what I came here to say.

But if I was wrong,

Then I'm sorry,

I don't let it stand in our way.

As my head just aches,

When I think of,

The things that I shouldn't have done.

But, life is for living,

We all know,

And I don't wanna live it alone.

Sing, Ah, ah, ah,

Sing, Ah, ah, ah,

And I sing,

Ah, ah, oh

Cause in the end there's only us
And oh my friend there's only love
And in the cave they're timing us

"Cause in the end, there is only love"

一个月的车油

我在首都吉隆坡工作，

四个星期的车油钱

我才花了RM 60，

证明了

我真的很宅。

考试恐惧症

进了崭新的环境
上个星期刚考完了一个测验
才发现
我有考试恐惧症

面对考试
我会有莫名的焦虑和紧张
并伴有手心出汗
心跳加剧头疼头昏
尿频尿急等不适症状

大学前我还算是一名‘高材生’
经过大学三年
我现在竟然时常会恐惧考试

脑袋之前还很灵活
没有记不住的知识
现在就算读了两遍脑经还是转不过来

我知道很大部分是生活习惯导致
接下来几年还要面对大大小小的考验
唯有自己能够救自己
为了前途
为了自己
我要改！

考试罢了嘛，湿湿水啦~